I’ve been in treatment since last feb... why then when I’m closing in on the end (may 1) of my every three week Non Chemo IV cycle am i feeling the load of this whole experience now??......... is it that I’m reviewing all my images taken during this time?.... that it’s all hitting me very fully, everything i have gone through and how far i have come?..... how transformational this experience was personally... that I’m a changed person..... stronger..appreciative... more compassionate and loving than ever.... probably all of it...it’s very hard to process sometimes....
I’m heading in tomorrow for one of those days..... and I’m feeling very humbled.. yet anxious.. not sure why..... but just want to put out there into the universe.. how despite it all.. and in spite of it all... i am one lucky woman...
